I am so ease now.............

The clock is pointing at 5am but my eyes are still open.
I am sleepless tonight, no matter how hard I tried but my eyes were just can’t close.
My mind is blank and my heart is aching.
I have lost my dream boy….permanently…..
I expected such day will come but when it really happens, I still feel traumatize and sadden.

On the other hand, I never feel so relieve and relax like now. The load in my heart has lightened.

Good bye my baby………..Thanks for giving me such a good time! this day should come to me earlier........I hope I can remember you till my last day in life or else we shall meet at the stairways to heaven.

我承认我是弱者
我不敢再对爱假设
我真的累得不想再拉扯
要伤能愈合,我非走不可
Good bye my dream......