Post Result ambiance

When people said: “You should be happy that you cleared all your papers, congrat!” am I really happy? I guess is no….why? Spending so much time in the library and effort but my result is just above the broader line. Haiz……what is my weakness? Answering failure? Understanding incapability?

I guess the answer is BOTH…..

I am happy to see 6 of them have graduated, but sad to accept the fact that I am the only one who is left behind. Well, I have to face the reality. I am alone now…….hope I can find a NEW Richard, Shirlyn, Jeremy, Steven, XL & E-lin after 12/09/05.

I would like to give my thoughts to some of them……
Please do not be upset with the classification you have received, as a part-time student, we are struggling between work, family or relationship & studies. As long as we have already done our best, classification is just a bonus to us. So take it easy and be happy!

I would like to take this opportunity to thank each of you too…..

Richard – You are always there when I need a shoulder to cry on, so thanks for your caring, gentleness and guidance in these 5 years. I will never forget a guy who always buys “bread talk” for me whenever I am late for dinner, even though you are not working during that time. And also a lot of hello kitty, tibits, flowers etc etc. I will definitely miss you…….

Jeremy – Although some times I cannot accept your frankness but deep inside my heart I really treat you as my younger brother. Seeing you gone through a few difficult moments made my heart feel the pain.

Shirlyn – Thanks for all the “Ai Xing” that you always bought for us during study time. Although you have short temper but you always give your gentleness and caring to us. Thanks for always there when I need someone to talk to.

Steven – You are those sorts that dun express you’re caring through mouth but action. I remembered when I failed my 1st paper and dare not face you guys in school, you and Shirlyn come all the way to school just to meet me. I was so touched by your thoughts & action, thanks for being there at my most depressing moment.

Xue Li – You are the most decent, simple minded sister in our family. Thanks for all your encouragement and motivation when we are emotional down. Although you did not give much advice, but your hugging is good enough to lean on.

E-lin – Thanks for listening to my sorrows and happiness when I need to share with someone. You are just a junior Sharon as we share a lot of similar interest and thoughts.

We may not see each other as often as previously but for sure all of you will be missed especially in SIM. I will be sitting alone at the corner in the canteen to recall each of your laughter. I will be standing at a corner during break to recall Richard taking drinks, Steven taking snacks etc etc….haiz…….

My emotion is running high now so I better stop here before my staff saw me crying in my room….

Once again, Congratulation to all of you for clearing this degree and wish all of you a good start in your life with this paper………

Sharon Stone with tears.........